Significance
Many times in my life I have felt insignificant. As a teenager, I looked to my school friends, I looked to my church youth club to help me fill this significance gap. Sometimes they did, sometimes they didn’t. Teenage years are notoriously dramatic, and mine were no exception. Life, I remember felt like a roller coaster and I hate roller coasters. I remember then trying to find this significance in my golf. The challenge was massive but I knew a way to recoup the feeling would be to get attention and affirmation from other people. Being desperately shy didn't help me, I was 16 years old - glasses, braces and a few spots. I spent 6 months practicing then put my first cards in to a handicap of 19, I was called up for Kent Girls, not long after I was cut to 11 and I made the Kent Intermediates, my story was beginning and I was doing something great. I felt significant. I was something finally. The feeling was only fl...